I really hope you will keep posting! I posted on your other thread, too. This is a journey you're on, and you sound incredibly strong and forgiving already, seeing several silver linings. But, journeys can take many turns and those were some big bombs that were dropped. So, I hope you stick with us, and stick with some kind of supportive counseling in your RL. Just keep reaching out, telling the truth, and you will find many sources of people that want to help.
It is in the shelter of each other that people live.--Irish proverb