a mental pict that helped was, dont' laugh, from the indiana jones movies, the old ones. If you saw the lasts crusade, he has to step forward to a seemingly empty void, he knows there is a bridge there but he just can't see it, it's there though. So he braces, clenches his eyes shut and steps forward.. and it holds.
If only you'd let go of your worries God can take over, but as long as you hold them tight He can't help you, you need to trust Him, keep your eyes on the one who has your troubles in his hands, not on your troubles. It know it is asking to trust blindly, but you'll see, how he'll take care of you, how many time I've just given up and told God "here, you take it, this is too much for me to bear" and He carried me and showed me the way.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
