One of the reason I won't mention to him about the movie tickets. I know he'll get mad and jump to separate our money. He'll feel like I'm spying on him even though I've ALWAYS kept close tabs on our account (I had an identity theft issue in the past, so I watch it closely now).

Thanks for the encouraging words. That's what I need right now.

I'm feeling so uncertain about my future, and as a "control freak" I can't handle this. Doesn't God see that? I try to give it to God, but I'm too scared to let go. I'm so scared.


Me 36
Husband 35
D5
S2
separated:
10/29/07-present
Served divorce papers 1/22/09
"When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."