no you arent', you are a loving person who is still getting used to not having a partner with whom you celebrated Father's day for so many years.
Mother's day also went unrecognized, but I made sure the kids got to talk to him, I was thinking about a txt but didnt', I hid behind kids, lol, bought a mug so kids can draw on it and kids gave it to him, so the gift wasn't really from me but from kids.
It makes you the bigger person by wishing him a happy father's day, not a pathetic one. Next year you will feel more at peace and will let go of any anxiety about not contacting him on that holiday.
If I havent' already done so, I highly highly recommend you read "Healed without Scars" by David Evans, it will help you tons hon, you are in my prayers)))))))))))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
