I am just being impatient right now and I know that is wrong but her feelings for me seem to come and go. I need to just ignore that and continue to do what I have been doing. I do blame most of my GAL's on this new job and I know she has noticed. It makes life much easier and takes the pressure off me to explain all the 180s I have been doing. I feel more confident and like the person I am becoming. I also need to accept the positives when they come and ignore the negatives but also realize that we still have a long way to go. I must tell myself patience, patience and more patience.
As Smart Cookies post says, Her heart is locked in a dusty box and I think every now and again she gets it out to look at but then puts it away. That to me would seem to be the coming and going of her feelings but then again I am just a DAM.
