my story adventures of a WAW!

[christarn]

Flipper...your wife baffles me a bit....I'm not sure about the whole let me go thing. Although my H made remarks like that...lets get D'd and if it's meant to be down the road it will happen. I think he wanted me to fight, whine and cry over him. Beg for him. My coach says he feeds on negative attention...it's the only attention he had during his childhood...Was your W's childhood similiar? by negative attention I mean was she in trouble a lot? Did she make trouble to get attention from her parents? There is a reason she saying to you "just let me go?" she feels as if she has done something to not deserve you anymore...the question is what...or what she is feeling.

I think you are doing good by remaining true to yourself...it's the one thing we all must do in this whole crazy process. Once we find our "true self" again...it's really where the journey begins.

On a side note, I heard some gossip of my own...it's hard to not let it upset me...but I will follow my own adivce "believe nothing I hear and only 50% of what I see"...but anyways, here goes. So I had a freaking great time at the festival days last night, lots of old friends I never see since I moved away, well I called my sister this morning to chat a little about last night with her (she went with me). And brought up how I thought it was strange H wasn't there...she's like well I was told not to tell you this last night because you were having such a good time and nobody wanted to ruin your fun, but H is dating chick again. As in the chick he dated prior to our moving in together, as in the same chick who he called/text and got a ride with to a party (drunk) during our M which put icing on the cake to me walking out, as in the same chick, who immediatly started calling/texting him when she found out I left, not such good news....I was not the happiest of campers. She is not in my top ten favorite people index either. If the gossip train is true, she has proven several times she can make her bed very well...as I will prove here in this scenario: she got pissed off at him one night and decided to put a lit cigarette out on his hand...can anyone say nut job?? so my first prayer is that it is only a rumor, second prayer...she will show her true colors sooner rather than later this go round!!

sorry needed to vent a little!
christa