hey chris, yeah this is a hard time I kinda left a post for you on my thread, but I wanted to say that it will be very hard, I've found myself doing some strage activities, going to stores to buy things I don't need, I've never cleaned the house so many times in my life, it's like super clean it's amazing, I guess what made me feel just a little better and not much grant you, was to keep posting on here and definitely keep your resolve, I know it's very hard, but I keep thinking of the long distance finish line way down the road, I wish it were tommorow but I know that isn't possible, and this time "apart" will give me time to correct the things within myself that made this situation today. I feel for you, i truly do, if I can help you through this I will do my best. take care, ted
