you guys are right. so hard for me to GAL. gas is so f'ing expensive. I've lived in nyc for 20 years and I CAN'T STAND having to rely on a car to do anything. at least right now I can think of like 5 al-anon meetings in the city that I could take the subway to -- for 2 dollars!
here, I have to drive 35 miles each way. I know I'm negative today, I just feel so lonely and scared about my future.
I really hate being in this house alone. It's the country house that h and I bought together and we restored it. I never thought I'd be living here full-time and in this situation, no less.
