I do try not to look but sometimes I can't help myself. I found out she was in New York with my h by it popping up on my newsfeed that she had made friends with h's best friend and since I have known I just check once in a while. I think I shall have to try and restrain myself from now on! I really try hard not to snoop as I know that it has a detrimental effect, I just can't resist sometimes.
The anger has really just built up in the past couple of weeks, but I think it is more to do with frustration at not being allowed to get my point across or try out my new skills with DB. You are right though I am going to have to try and let it go, it is just hard when I see stuff like that.
