having a hard day. I haven't seen d since wed and haven't talked to her since thursday.
I am grateful that h and I have made a custody agreement, but I feel really alone today. so alone.
and I don't know about my future. I'm scared. will anyone ever love me again (romantically). I KNOW and am so grateful for d, but I just feel so sad and lonely today. no one is around due to the holiday. and I can only talk about my sitch to people for so long, you know?
