I'm doing a little better today & trying to get a PMA going around here.
I need to get a job. I haven't been searching as much lately but I'm going to get started soon. That was one of the things my H complained about that I didn't go back to work full time after I got laid off. I worked part time from home & loved it. I was able to spend more time with him but he didn't like it b/c I got to stay home & he didn't. He liked the money coming in!
When he was here in April to get his things, he asked me sarcasticly if I had a job, I told him that I had gone for a great interview that week. He asked me was it in the music business, I told him yes. So he doesn't know whether I have a job or not. I think it would make a difference to him. But with me staying here & not moving back to the state I'm from he knows that I have to work.
You are not pressuring me or lecturing me, I do need the cheerleading!!!
Once I get a job I think it will help me. Right now things are slow in this industry, but I hope I can stay in it. We'll see!
