I'm feeling really down today. It's Father's Day and h and d and I don't know where they went. Probably to his mother's. I can't believe after everything he has done I am actually missing him. what is wrong with me/??? will I EVER get past this?
I love my daughter so much and am so grateful for her, but I guess I also miss being a family or what I THOUGHT was a family. I'm alone in this house and I feel like I'll always feel this way.
I"m ashamed to even type this, given the hell he has put me through the past 2 weeks (well 4 months, but esp. past 2 weeks). this is the only place I can say it.
