Holding Pattern

[JWS]

as i suspected this morning was a bit hard because yesterday felt so right.

something else happened too, the other day a man in my field of work died on the job. I would not say this is common but it is something we face at work and happens more then it should. it really made me upset. it could happen at any time and i know that she would not want it to end this way. i have had to deal with these feelings before but it seems different now, more important.