H4H - I'll try with all myself to shut up - this is my goal for now - just shut up - Today I got the divorce papers in the mail - she called yesterday the Law office from abroad to finalize the big D..... I didn't talk to her since she left Monday, so maybe she is having such a good time with OM that she finally decided to finalize - oh well - I'll shut up - I am NOT going to tell her I got the papers, I am not going to comment or ask about her trip. Nothing about what S6 told me. I need to have the strength to shut up. Not that she is going to come back, but if I avoid ANY discussion I can just try to move on with my life in peace. Tonight I can't fall asleep - I'll try with a chamomile tea - also if this week has been good, today I felt sad and alone, to see the papers in the mail has been another cold shower, I knew it was going to happen, but for some reason it hit me anyway. blah
