for better,for worse,for (what)ever

[seekpeaceofmind]

I've been laying low. Still trying to come to terms with what I know to be true - naming it and accepting it seem to be worlds apart. I seem to have my own rollercoaster - I'm in another low point and I'm very tired of getting so sad. I only see C once a month now - she seems to think I'm doing well. I see myself as really stuck.

Pretty much a wasted day today. Maybe I need these quiet days as part of my healing, but it doesn't feel like a good place to be after all of these months. One good thing was that one of the women I met at the support group called to say hello. I was so encouraged by that, that I decided to "pay it forward" and called one of the other women I connected with who said she wanted to broaden her social network. So, now I have plans with that person later in the week. I really need to focus on friendship and getting out.

Evie - I do think we give off vibes. I am so happy for you that yours are becoming brighter.