Real life is----part 5

[Starshyne]

Thanks. You all are so encouraging to me. I was doing so well. Went 3 whole days without shedding a tear. Then I don't know what happened to me today. Before all of this happened, I used to LOVE doing things alone. I guess now that I don't have much of a choice, I just hate it. But I am still proud of myself for finding the St. Louis Galleria all by myself and going in there and doing some shopping. I keep reminding myself that was a huge step for me. Even if it did end in tears, it was still a big step forward for me and that counts for something.

H got mad because I said I wouldn't put his clothes in the dryer for him. He hung up on my yesterday because I told him that he didn't seem to understand that we are getting divorced and I am not there to help him anymore. I think I am going to turn off the fuse so that he can't use the washer and dryer any longer. I really hate how he takes advantage of me even when I work hard for him not to.