Thank you. I was expecting worse from you. You are right. I do need to stop bringing up the subject and I've tried but when D starts mentioning the name, it bothers me. D even said "ricky is handsome" this morning. Ugghhh!
Abby is my focus though and I've realized how good of a job I'm doing. My brother commented how attached this girl is to me and how its probably cause W fled. In fact as I'm typing Abby comes a running to see where I am.
The other stuff I need to focus on more. My post is valid and I know I reached a low point and deep down I know I still want this otherwise why would I have felt like crap so quickly after. I need to detach more and more, I need to stop mentioning his name and I need to finish DR again....i reread the first 3rd of the book already.
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
