First I would like to wish every fathers here a happy fathers day
W just told me that she will not be stopping by tomorrow.
I kinda thought she would come by to help with the kids and give me some free time this weekend, I had D6 with me today while she was at the pool with the other 3 kids. D6 is sick so not much I can do other than work around the house.
I going to take kids to church, early, then boy scouts are having breakfast up in the parish cafateria, so I'll take kids there to eat, then we will come back home to open my cards. We'll get ready for the pool and about 11:00 I'll call my father-in-law and see if I can stop by with the kids, we have a present for him.
I asked W if she was taking the kids over there or what was going on, she said she didn't know what she was doing, she said she tried to reach out to her father over and over and he never wants anything to do with her. That he doesn't want anything to do with his grandchildren. This is true, he is very self centered, always has been but I have to pay my respects anyway.
W's mom knows she left me and the kids, W told her mom that she couldn't talk about it. Through the grapevine, I heard W's mom knows it wasn't my fault that W left me.
Going to be a little tricky over at in-laws house. I don't want to say anything, if they ask I'll tell them that W left me and the kids and that they really need to talk to W about it because I don't want to get in the middle of them and W
cannot wait till end of summer, so I don't have to see W that much. Right now little stuff keeps disapearing and it upsets me. A bottle of wine was gone yesterday, took the wicker deck furniture today and watering can.
Well "Always Look on the Bright Side of Life" I hear whistling in my head. I'll find love again someday. I'm going to be happy, helpful, forgiving, patient and loving. I'm a stubborn old German.
We all have a long haul ahead of us, good or bad it's the path we choose in life that's important.
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
