Even though I feel so relieved about d, why am I feeling depressed today? If you can believe (and I'm waiting for the 2x4's) I miss h!!! after evreything he has done, I guess I was in crisis mode the past couple of weeks and it was easy to hate him.
today there was a great yard sale -- something h and I LOVED going to. went to them every weekend. I went home and went back to bed. I feel low and alone. I KNOW he isn't the one for me, even MY MOM couldn't believe I was talking this way today!!
