So ms ladybug you know what to do, don't you. If you were a guy I'd say "man up". What I mean is get control of yourself, your emotions, your actions...find your strength.
Sure you backslide, shoot we've all done it a million times and I can tell you after 19 months I've backslide my fair share. Has it brought the house caving in? At the time sometimes it seemed like yes but in the end it was just a setback and that's it. You can recover as long as you don't make it a habit. So take a deep breath and collect yourself and keep moving forward. And next time you feel like sending or saying something like this stop and ask yourself, how will this help him, me and us right now? If he does come around you'll know when it's ok to say or do things like this.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
