You know that in-between time as you are drifting off to sleep? When the real world and the dream world seem to blend?
Well, last night I was lying in bed, then W appeared next to me. Her face was sad, but loving. I wrapped my arms around her and we embraced, kissed for the longest time. Feeling her body next to mine -- what an incredible feeling (yes, my LL is physical touch). It all seemed so right again, like everything that had happened melted away.
Then I woke up. Damn.
Me45 W35 M6 T8 D16 SD11 D0 Dec 07: Bomb July 08: Busted! Thread
You know that in-between time as you are drifting off to sleep? When the real world and the dream world seem to blend?
Well, last night I was lying in bed, then W appeared next to me. Her face was sad, but loving. I wrapped my arms around her and we embraced, kissed for the longest time. Feeling her body next to mine -- what an incredible feeling (yes, my LL is physical touch). It all seemed so right again, like everything that had happened melted away.
Then I woke up. Damn.
UUUGGGHHHH I know exactly what you mean! When that happens for me it is really bad because I sleep with one of H's aweatshirts--the one he was wearing prior to storming out of the house the night he left. He ended up leaving in a T-shirt and jeans, not even a jacket.
My LL is quality time/words of affirmation (they tied) so whenever H shows up at family events and talks with me means the world. He never asks me about school anymore, yet he used to be the one to push me when I was falling behind and would encourage me to keep going when I would get discouraged. Oh, well. By the time he gets back from deployment I will be done with my Bachelor's and working on Law School apps.
SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
You're such an open enthusiastic guy, you're a magnet for goodness and fun.
From g to G - thanks, would you tell that to my wife?
I am sure the dream was because she called yesterday. I didn't pick up, she didn't leave a message. Still don't want to play, at least with her. I read what you wrote about online R's on your thread, G. You guys are great, but that's how I feel too.
I didn't make it to Acadia. Realtor is coming today to talk about listing the house. So I'm weeding.
Me45 W35 M6 T8 D16 SD11 D0 Dec 07: Bomb July 08: Busted! Thread
