It's a Feeling He Can Taste (9)

[StrgMarvelousWmn]

You know that in-between time as you are drifting off to sleep? When the real world and the dream world seem to blend?

Well, last night I was lying in bed, then W appeared next to me. Her face was sad, but loving. I wrapped my arms around her and we embraced, kissed for the longest time. Feeling her body next to mine -- what an incredible feeling (yes, my LL is physical touch). It all seemed so right again, like everything that had happened melted away.

Then I woke up. Damn.

UUUGGGHHHH I know exactly what you mean! When that happens for me it is really bad because I sleep with one of H's aweatshirts--the one he was wearing prior to storming out of the house the night he left. He ended up leaving in a T-shirt and jeans, not even a jacket.

My LL is quality time/words of affirmation (they tied) so whenever H shows up at family events and talks with me means the world. He never asks me about school anymore, yet he used to be the one to push me when I was falling behind and would encourage me to keep going when I would get discouraged. Oh, well. By the time he gets back from deployment I will be done with my Bachelor's and working on Law School apps.

SMW