For the 2 or 3 that read about my sitch - I spent a very nice week with my kids - W is abroad with OM so I have them just for me - wonderful - Today S6 told me, out of the blue, that mom told him she is going to merry OM - not bad, W assured me just days ago that S6 doesn't "suspect" anything about her and OM, yea.... right... she TOLD HIM! Anyway..... I didn't even get upset.... I don't even no if I should tell W that S6 told me about it, I think I shouldn't but I am dying to confront her on this other lie..... but what is the point anyway? Now I know the big D is inevitable, otherwise why make S6 go through this? D4, that was present when S6 spoke, screamed and cried that she doesn't want to live with OM. Poor kids, I know eventually they are going to be fine, but it is sad. I am doing fine, also if the news shocked me and put me in a state of confusion for a couple of hours. I have been taking good care of myself, I have been exercising and it is starting to show, I have longer hair and a bit of a tan, I just need to fix my attitude and be out of the neediness, not easy but I am improving a lot. I still think W is going to die after me in few months, she is probably going to be married, and I don't even think I would get her back, but I am sure she is going to die after me..... and that is going to be my little revenge.
