lovely ladies, I am so glad you support my outfit choices!! I might need your assistance when it gets closer & I decide on accessories.
I had two good rehearsals today, and watched other groups perform in the first concert of the festival. It was *so good*.
Afterwards everyone started partying in the kitchen, and this one extremely hot guy who I have kind of been crushing on the entire festival (don't worry, he is like 21 and way too young for me) took my hands and suddenly we were slow dancing to "michelle, ma belle" in the kitchen. everyone else who was dancing completely disappeared. I HAVE NOT DANCED LIKE THAT WITH A MAN FOR AT LEAST 8 MONTHS. *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* I think he was macking on me...
Then I did a 180 and went and sight read (played a piece that I'd never seen before) with a bunch of other people.
I am feeling a bit FRISKY!!
Today (this afternoon) I sent out emails to everyone in the area I know asking them to come to my concert tomorrow. But b/c it is such short notice I am not really expecting anyone. I actually sent B a "faux" mass email... just inviting "everyone I know in the NJ area" to come tomorrow and giving them the details about the performance.
So I came back to my room and here is an email from B.
This is what he wrote me back:
T,
I hope your performance is a spectacular sensation! I wont be able to come but I will send you good vibes and calming energy. It was good to see you last Sunday and I really like the mother ucker video. I will be checking out more of that on youtube for sure.
Good luck tomorrow! B
I thought this was very positive! -he responded even though he didn't have to -he was very positive & encouraging about my concert tomorrow -the part about good vibes & positive energy is very caring, he didn't have to say that at all, that is actually like some things he said/did for me when we were together... kind of intimate... -he watched the video I sent him & he liked it -by telling me it was good to see me, he was responding to my very short email from earlier in the week as well
where do I take it from here?? should I tell him I *am* coming to his concert on mon, since he wrote me that he *isn't* coming to my concert tomorrow? Unlike most of the other emails he didn't add a little story about what is going on with him. Maybe he is catching on to my game of forcing someone to talk about themselves by saying nothing
Also... when I see him on Monday, do I need to make it obvious that I am interested in hanging out with him one-on-one again before I leave NYC?? Or that I am interested in seeing him in Long Island in July/August?? I feel like normal DB would be to let him make all the moves. But because my time frame is limited, I wonder if I need to drop some more hints? I do not need to have another one on one before I leave, but if *HE* wants one I want to be available... you know what I mean?? >>>>????
