Well, I called today, because I was going to be in the area of the house pretty much all day today, so I just decided to call. Get it over with, right? As I expected, he didn't pick up the phone. He changed the voice message, and simplified it from the old one, he sounds very curt in this message, angry. I just simply said, It's me, Jane. I just wanted to get some things from the house, and wondered if you would be home. I'll be in the area for awhile, so when you get this message, will you please call me? Thanks, Bye.
I know that he got the message and is ignoring me. This is what he does to his exs. He screens the calls and lets them 'talk to the machine', and then he makes them wait before he calls them. So, I know what I'm up against. It makes me sad, not in the "it hurts my feelings" sad, but I pity him, kinda of sad.
I was also in his parents area on my way to get some applications. I don't have their number or anyway to contact them because they just recently moved, but I knew where they lived, so I drove by because I just wanted to apologize to them, nothing more. No one answered, and their car was in the driveway. Makes me sad. Is there no maturity left I wonder? I just wanted to take some responsibility for 'dumping' the childcare like I did onto them. That was all, but I'll leave it alone.
So, now what? I need items from the house, I can wait about two more weeks, but then I seriously need my H to contact me, let me get my things, etc. I'm not really sure what to do but just leave him alone, I guess. So, again, I sit and wait.
