Written to a dear friend, thought I would post it here:
On the topic of Joy
I trust God, even when it seems hard to do the right thing, when it seems unfair etc.
I have dozens upon dozens of journal pages recording just how a faithful He has been to me.
I am a blessed man and a joyful father.
One can have joy, even when they are unhappy about something. I am not happy that my kids live with X and Mr. X BUT I have joy because of my relationship with God. I have much joy because of the many precious moments my kids and I do experience together.
I am overjoyed at the things God uses me to do for it is He who works through me to love others, especially the hurting. When I take my eyes off my own woes and focus on my blessings, I bow before God and praise Him in gratitude for a multitude of things, the most important of which is that I can freely serve and worship Him in this country, something not possible in other parts of the world.
The list of things which cause me joy is long and I am constantly adding to the list. Every missions trip, every opportunity to love, to serve creates a memory that brings joy when reflected upon in future.
I am INDEED a blessed man and a joyful father.
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