Keep up the good work. It sounds like a lot of things are going well for you. You'd had asked eariler, will he ever realize the amazing second chance we have here. I don't know the answer to that. I hope he will. Thing is, you realize it. Love is patient, so be patient, take those baby steps, and remember, too, the love of a good woman is an amazing thing in a person's life. As someone on this bb suggested to me, take it slowly, slowleee...Your husband is able to receive from you a great gift, you and your love, and that is a great gift to give someone. I know the lonliness is tough at times, but it sounds like there are a lot of positives going on in your life. Build upon those. Keep up the great work. We're all rooting for you! DoRight