hmmmmm? foolishly I looked again at ow's house for sale site and noticed that she rolled into town 9 years ago...the year I graduated college...the year that I turned 21 and started hanging out at the local watering hole...the year that h started a second full time job...the year I dumped him cause I thought he just didn't care about ME...supposedly (or perhaps it's just typical a stuff where they think they've loved eachother all along but waited) that is when h first felt something for her...maybe just cause she was one of those women who over appreciate any service payed for and provided...
I dunno...I've been waisting time looking back and trying to figure things out..no point..I am not 21 any more and have no desire to hang out at the local watering hole thriving on the attentention given by insecure men...h no longer has the stress of that second job (though he does miss it and may volunteer in our town for that service) things are different now...I know that h does care about me, a tremendous amount...h knows that I care about him as well.
poo! I guess I can't dwell on ow anymore...she is undeserving of "our" time! however I really would like to give her one last call letting her know what a foolish little girl she is and that it's time for her to wake up! but then again I already said that to her didn't I...just that now I believe it more so could say it with even more conviction (as if LL has a hard time with that...beware the rath of LL )
so some positives?
1. after last nights little tif...I only for a second thought crap now h is going to give up on me.
2. when I got to bed h was asleep but still rolled over to spoon me.
3. h called this am to say morning and to ask about what I had said as I got into bed (was just some silly nothing about dd) nice that he ackowledge.
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