LL I am realiatively new to this website....have been focusing on MLC with regard to my situation with H. I just read most of your thread, from beginning to now.....WOW...much more inspiring than the MLC section. I need to focus on positives now more than ever. Thanks....your ups and downs and continued ups are so helpful to me at this time. I may start my own thread soon....in this section. I need to re-read on how to start my own thread....you've found such good support and an opportunity to be candid, rant and rave at times....yet you seem so on track and moving in a positive direction so quickly. I will continue to follow and may need your support, once I get my thread started....(today?...I'll try) Mooka