It took me years (4) to be able to even look at picutres even if ex wasn't in them, and it wasn't until last summer that I was even able to look at a video. Unfortunately I was the Queen of videos always there recording all of the happenings in the life of our family. It was almost surreal when we did watch them but now I was able to remember and even smile from time to time.
At onetime my kids had the most charmed life, so I guess I'm saving the pictures as their proof.
