hey sam!! ya, I've kinda been slacking on the three positives...sheesh not like there haven't been any I've just been to lazy to list them with numbers.

1. sat night h stated to me that his return was about his feelings for me, that it wasn't about the kids or for the kids it was because he realized he loved me (ok so he said cared about me and that told him something..ya goof it told you that you loved me still)

2. start my emt course tonight! I'm excited, nervous and all that stuff!

3. h has already called today and it's only 10:30!!

and if monkeys do fly out my butt, well then I wont need to worry about the rest of my life cause then I'd have serious issues...

I was simply poking fun at myself..worrying about things that I needent worry about until they present themselves and warrent it and even then I shouldn't worry I should just asess and act.

LL