Sorry you can't wake up H. W could wake me up just by tiptoeing up to the bedroom door. Must be that Vietnam training! If she had to work late, which she seldom did, until lately, I would lay in bed listening for her car to come home! STILL DO
My third true love was an aquarius. Man, was she wild and crazy, HMMMMMM!
W was my 4th true love, 30 years ago, and that has never changed, except for her. I guess she has finally found her true love, and is willing to risk losing everything; H, Family, Friends, Money, just to be with HIM! I guess I'll spend the rest of my life searching for #5
Oh well!
I've never seen that monkey trick before, can you video it and send it to me?
Quote: if h is asleep when I get home...how will I have fun??? he is not the wakeable kind...at least not all the time.
Pick your window of opportunity, LL. If H is already in bed, gently kiss him to let him know you're home and see if he is in any way responsive. Hopefully he'll do more than just grunt and shift a little - he may even ask how your class went earlier!
OR - he may be willing to let you ravish him! Not to get too personal - but would you being the "aggressor" be a 180 for you?
Glad to see that your EMT classes are going to start. If you're as determined with them as you have been at building a better M, you'll be at the top of your class!
Quote: Not to get too personal - but would you being the "aggressor" be a 180 for you?
no, actually bob leaving him alone would be a 180 for me. I am the aggresor and always have been...sure h initates on his own sometimes but I am more likely to. (h's drive just isn't as high as mine..or maybe h's ll just isn't physical touch.)
Quote: If you're as determined with them as you have been at building a better M, you'll be at the top of your class!
I hope so!! that would be a nice pma boost now wouldn't it!
hey sam!! ya, I've kinda been slacking on the three positives...sheesh not like there haven't been any I've just been to lazy to list them with numbers.
1. sat night h stated to me that his return was about his feelings for me, that it wasn't about the kids or for the kids it was because he realized he loved me (ok so he said cared about me and that told him something..ya goof it told you that you loved me still)
2. start my emt course tonight! I'm excited, nervous and all that stuff!
3. h has already called today and it's only 10:30!!
and if monkeys do fly out my butt, well then I wont need to worry about the rest of my life cause then I'd have serious issues...
I was simply poking fun at myself..worrying about things that I needent worry about until they present themselves and warrent it and even then I shouldn't worry I should just asess and act.
why am I so damn insecure? why do I feel like no one really likes me? why can't I just be me and accept that people are people and it doesn't matter who is friends with who and who talks to who...these questions are arising in no relation to h what so ever. it is not easy to be at home all day with your kids...knowing that there are others in your neighborhood who are also at home all day with kids but just don't bother to spend time.
when I first moved into this house son was 15months old..we'd walk down the driveway to get the mail...would see the neighbors and say hello...I'd be going for a walk and stop at the neighbors to see if she wanted to join..she most always did...she was always friendly but never knocked on my door. time went by I got preg with dd...stayed home a bit more but still on occasion when son would want to wander down to neighbors to play with the kids would stop by..for the most part the mother would stay inside...now she's friendly with another at hom mom from down the street...they both stay inside the house together while the kids play in the yard..I sometimes let son go down to play with the kids...on occasion dd and I go down as well...the h is outside on occassion and says hello, is friendly neighborly etc..the mother stays inside..even when she knows I'm there..she stays inside..today both mothers stayed inside. it just bugs me. what would it take to pop out for a second and say hello to your neighbor??? am I just making more of something then there is...they do know of my sit as they do live right next door and a few times I did go there in tears needing to not be alone...am I again in life taking things too personally?? I wish I didn't care...I wish I knew what people thought of me.
I've been thinking of having a street party (we live on a culdisac) inviting all the neighbors over for a cookout...but wonder if people can't or don't come how will I feel about it...I don't know...I just don't know..then there's the chance that if people do come they will think we've just invited them over to show off (the yard is the talk of the street) but that isn't the case...I want to know my neighbors.
