for better,for worse,for (what)ever

[Evie]

Seek,

Hi sorry i haven't been around, i've been in a bit of a fog myself.

I agree with NLT, you are not sure that H isn't coming back, but everything you are doing will make YOU a much stronger person. Every back slide i have has made me more aware and i come out of it stronger and wiser.

I think a new place is probably what we both need. We don't need the process or the stress to get there, but at the end of the day we are both nesters and love our homes. My H can walk around my home during the day when i'm at work, i don't like it but I have no choice.

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All of my reading these past months has incl this theme - ending leads to beginning - letting go means opening oneself to something else coming in. I want a fresh start in my life. If it is going to chg drastically, why not also chg in a new direction of my own choosing? The only problem is th I have no idea what I want to pursue or how to go abt it.

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Your so right, and i'm right there with you. Take care of today and let tomorrow take care of itself. I have no idea what i want to do - YET, but hey my attitude is getting better. My girls said to me recently that i'm different, i look different and seem different, happier, freer? I wasn't aware i was, but maybe we give off vibes?? who knows, i do know i feel happier though.

I think you are doing great, you have a positive mind and mental attitude.

Book that weekend by the lake....Just do it. Every time you do something, you will feel proative and empowered.

Have a great weekend.

Love Evie xxxx