Thanks ST, Grace and Up.

I had a major backslide last night, feeling fed up with how h "is." So I spouted off at him, mostly about money, like an idiot. I wish I could go back and start over. There are so many things that I wish he would change about himself, but I need to remind myself that I can't change him.

More later.

me- 42
H- 51
married 11 years
D-9, S-9, D-3

bomb 4/07
h moved out 8/07
h moved back 4/08