Hi Patrick...just trust God even though you dont understand what is happening...that will get you through...this thig is hard...and you are more of a man, a man amoung men if you will. if you can not think about entertaining getting in another relationship to eas your pain.....instead use this time to delvelop your relationship with God....read the Bible daily, Psalms and Proverbs I find so comforting during this time....Family is the foundation andknowing that you did everything to stay obident will help you know matter how this turns out in the end....remember this is not about all the crud she is doing....cause yes theres alot...this is about who you are through all this....i feel for you, I really do....I had no idea one could experience this much pain....betrayal is really hard....but God does want to heal our broken hearts and he also wants for us to make him first in our life...we live in a society where anything goes.....and you are a role model to your daughters....hope one day they can find a man like you.....they will have so much respect for you no matter how this turns out...try not to engage with your wife...and when you do just move on and surrender her and all she is doing or not doing to God..take care
