I haven't been a part of your thread before....but what struck me is how this OM validates you and makes you feel good about yourself......even though you know it's wrong.
As I see it, you need to love and respect yourself more. Value yourself. Find these things from within rather than from external factors such as the OM. If your H could make you feel like that then that would be good.....but none of us should rely on ANYONE to make us feel good and worthy.....that really needs to come from within.
Well done for being so open and honest on here....I am sure that was a pretty frightening thing to do.
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
