I called W this afternoon and left a vm that I had spotted breaking news that Angelina Jolie had given birth to twins in France (she is a fanatic of all things Angelina). So I figured she would apreciate that I was helping to keep her informed. I called her a little later and my SD19 answered her mom's cell. The two of us had a decent upbeat chat for a bit and she said they were both kinda sacked out napping. So when W got on the phone she didn't have much to say (that was coherent anyway)
I called DD14 and found out she was away for the w/e w/ friends on a camping trip. That was a little bit of a relief as I thought she might be wanting me to pick her up Sat. A.M.
It should be a peaceful, quiet w/e. I am looking forward to seeing W and I hope we have a constructive talk about things as she alluded to yesterday. More later. May Christ's love and peace fill your hearts.
It has been a while since I have posted anything on here. The news that I have to share is not good. In my W's mind this M can not be saved and so she has furthered the processing for a D from me.
Satan has taken hold of her and caused her to believe that happiness can be found w/ him but not within our M. This is sad. I will pray for answers on what I should do now. Loneliness is no good.
I have many prayers to say. May the Holy Spirit be poured out upon you.
or sometimes I will just post whether thinking positve or not ...like today. I was trying to keep the focus on the fun that I am preparing to have this w/e (going to an amazing concert w/ a H.S. bud)and the confirming blow arrives in the mail from her lawyer. She is revving up the engines to obliterate a sacrament of the Lord and to make a mockery of a M which was blessed by God.
I feel I am in a pit. Lord come quickly. Break her resolve for this D. In my mind I was thinking of an apt analogy to a divorce. I came up with that it is like asking to be pushed from a car that is doing 70 MPH. There is no escaping a whole multitude of severe injuries for all parties involved.
Since I am on sabattical from piecing and more than likely cessation of piecing, I am eyeballing when I will be attending my next Rush concert on this tour. I can either catch them on the 4th of July in Atlantic City, NJ or July 23 in Hershey, PA.
I celebrated my DD's 15th birthday today with her. I don't believe I have ever experienced a blessing as great as the one that I feel when I am around her. I so much enjoy showing her how special she is. I have seen her grow so much over these past two years. Her growth I am sure has been aided by the love that I have shown her. I know that I have also grown from the countless experiences that I have shared with her. It is simply amazing.
Tomato, My H's favorite band ever is Rush. He is a drummer and idolizes Neil Peart. So your title caught my eye.
My H and I are trying to piece for the 3rd time within 15 months. He 1st left for 4 mos. due to infatuation with a stripper. Then came back for 5 & 1/2 mos. of piecing. He left the second time for 3 months and came back to piece for a week and was gone again. Then 3 mos. later again he has now come back to me and our M for the 3rd try at reconciliation.
My H has changed dramatically over this past few years. I can hardly recognize him, but he is making some efforts to piece again. He is now a alcoholic and spends about 5-6 nights a week at the bars. I just dont know what to do, I love him so much and hate to see his negative changes.
One change that he has made could be positive & negative. He has joined a band and plays every monday night at a bar in town. He drinks very heavily those nights. So it is nice to see him get involved with his music again but its terrible to know that it is only promoting his drinking.
You should see/hear my H play "Tom Sawyer" he is incredible. TIPPER
