LL..sorry that you are down..the moods do come and go...you are tired...of course you are..you have 2 small kids...you are home with them all day..and I know from experience that alone is tiring. Your h is tired too, works long hours..customers to please...being a young family is tough..even tougher in a m that is shakey. I don't have any magic words to help...you need to honestly look at your life and if you really are not happy..you know what you have to do to achieve that..or at least from being here, you know there are options and loads of help along the way. You still seem to have doubts about h love and trust..big items to heal from. Is there a pastor or c that you could find to help with these feelings?
Boy..I sound like ms- know- it- all...I just hate to see you hurting so much, when you seem to be on top of the world some of the time...
