I'm so sorry you are having these health problems!! I will be praying for you & hope that it is nothing serious!! You have been thru a lot also & I'm sure it's more stress than anything.
I am sad that my H got a bad deal in the D but you are right, under the circumstances he deserved it. I hope one day he will see that. He thinks this was all my ideal but it wasn't. My ideal was to get the house & my lawyer went after everything else but my H thinks it was all me! My L said if I wanted to go along with my H's offer I could but I could also get another L, so what else could I do?? The mediator told me I needed to listen to my L, that he was a good one. The mediator also told me he could tell that I was a good person & a good wife & didn't deserve what my H had done to me. I guess that was bad in a way, especially for H b/c it seemed like the mediator was on my side & I think my H's L was on my side too. But he did it to himself. It just makes me sad that I'm getting blamed for everything.
I sure hope he will see that one day & I hope you are right & he can't stop thinking good thoughts about me.
Good luck with your tests & please let us know as soon as you can. We are still here for you also!!!
