Hey Sara, karen and puppy thanks for checking in on me. Good night ladies and puppy
Sara, I'm sorry please don't think bad of me but here it is:
Forgivness is going to be hard for me, I will not be bitter, I will move on with my life and I'll be fine, happy and loving to my kids and everyone else. I will always forgive people and give them a second chance. However, what my W did crossed a line that is beyond my comprehension. I can handle the thought of some guy touching my wife.
I have never posted this, my W is scared. I told my W to make sure I never find OM, because if I do, I will go after him with a vengeance. She says its not his fault and I told her whatever, its dosen't matter, I would never hurt her (I would never touch any woman) but I can definitely go after a guy fooling around with a married woman, especially if its my W, the girl I love.
I have been hurt in the past, I have put up with a lot of crap in my life, I have always been forgiving and I have always looked for the positive in everything and in everyone. What my W did crossed a line in my book and there is nothing my W can do to get me to forgive her. The thought of OM touching my W is more than I can take, I will never get over this. This is the stubborn German in me.
Well "Always Look on the Bright Side of Life" I hear whistling in my head. I'll find love again someday. I'm going to be happy, helpful, forgiving, patient and loving. I'm a stubborn old German.
We all have a long haul ahead of us, good or bad it's the path we choose in life that's important.
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 [b]Date I'll forgive W for A = never
