I try to put my trust in God but the way things have gone I am not sure. I am not sure if God is controlling what happens. Maybe he is just sitting back and watching. Waiting to judge us at the time of our death. I pray very day and I have felt like He was going to make everything work in the end. But sometimes I feel like I'm being foolish to think things will wrk out on their own. Should I do something to try and make it work or just put my problems in Gods Hands?? I try to be faithful but it's very hard...


H 42
W 37
M17 T20 years
3 daughters 11,11,14
seperated 11/26/07
EA neighbor/ moved in w/ him 2/8
Filed for D 01/08 finalized soon