it seems I somehow lost a day?? today is thursday and I'm sitting here thinking it's wednesday?? what happend??
anywho...I continue to think things are going well...but I'm realizing more and more that h is not completely happy with his business...sure he's happy with it's success...it's reputation of being one of the best in the area...his commitment to customer service etc...BUT it seems each day there is an issue that really agrivates him...h was never one to swear a whole lot..but now when he gets on a venting session regarding a customer that's giving him flack for something all I hear is , a$$hole, b!tch, sh!t, and [censored]!ng...I dunno?? I try not to mention it to him but sheesh who the heck is this guy who can get so angry??
I offered to be a go between for him...taking customer calls, returning calls and setting up apointments for him..explained that sure they want to hear from him...but they'd be happy to hear from anyone representing him and in the end will still get him to take care of what needs to be taken care of...but that if I make the calls it will save him the aggrivation of sifting through all the crap and save him some stress too...it wont stress me out because I wont take any of it personally.
h said that was "mighty white" of me...(I am white btw)
it still seems that h is a split persona...one part of him says screw them, I do my job I want to get paid and go home...the other part of him is still torn with being there for everyone and making them all happy as pigs in sh!t...
all I can do is sit back and let h figure it all out...he knows that I am willing and able to help him out but I still think he's afraid to let go of some of the workload.
Quote: What will you do if you ever run out of things to worry about? How will you cope without a cause for complaint? Just imagine the dreadful horror of needing nothing and being totally content. It doesn’t bear thinking about does it? Happily, I am able to predict with great certainty that this state of affairs is never likely to come about. And even if it does, it certainly won’t last long. So you needn’t feel too nervous. I do though, need to warn you that soon, you may come disturbingly close to a sense of deep gratification and profound satisfaction. But cheer up. If you try really hard, you should still be able to find fault with it!
ha! that's h's horoscope!!
anywho...just living my life here...still trying to plan out how I can get dd's room painted without disrupting her too much (she'll have to sleep in the spare room in the playpen while I paint...it shouldn't take me more than two nights.
I have to go tommorow to be upgraded in cpr..I was trained as a civilian but need to be upgraded for emt...that may save me a saturday of the course, which starts tues night...
so three positives????
I'll have to get back later for that. right now I'm having fun fantasizing kicking the crap out of ow!! ok and having a little pitty party thinking her and my h should be together.
