I love your 3 positive idea, I need to start incorporating that into my day as I have also fallen victim to the "what ifs" syndrome this past weekend and the total exhaustion of working on this M single handedly.
SB has a great point, I think you are stronger and will handle this differently if he betrays your trust. And I would think he also knows this.
Keep up the positive list, I can see it helping me tremendously at a time I really need it. Thanks.
