custody hearing on friday -- so scared

[NikB]

OK I posted that call 911 quickly because I am worried and I want to see you get some real, true help. Please. I sincerely hope that you are either on your way to a hospital or that someone is on their way to get you. Until you get that help, maybe you can read here.

So, I'll post more now.

1. Your thread's probably going to lock soon - you may want to start a new one.

2. Sara is right, you need to get clarification.

3. Your therapist probably knows you better than anyone, certainly better than any of us here possibly could. IF she did in fact mean that you shouldn't have your D for the next 1-2 months (or only have her part time), maybe that break is a good idea. I have known at least a couple of people who took "mental health vacations" during their sitches and things are much better now. Donna_Found posts in Surviving and is the first one to come to mind. Do what you need to do to take care of yourself.

i'm done nik. i can't go on without d in this house.

So you're going to what, abandon her completely???

Your therapist said a break might be good for you. Maybe it would be. She didn't say "forever," she said a break.