I look up to you b/c of your ability to make peace w/ your sitch and continue to do what you felt was right for yourself. Just about every day I say to myself, "Live your life as though he is never coming back", something you told me. That "mantra", if you will, has given me the strength to realize that whether he comes back or not, I have to live my life.
Plus FW sounded so much like my H that I was unbelievably grateful that he was able to describe his feelings & thoughts, and that you were both able to do it in such a way that the rest of us could watch.
Okay, now I know I'm opening the door to innuendo, so bring it on!!!
FA
What does not destroy me, makes me stronger.
FA:43, H:42 D:7 M:10 yrs, T:24 yrs EA:?, PA:1/06 S:3/07 EA/PA ongoing Aborted attempt to move home 07/08