My C has said multiple times (including yesterday) that sometime in the near future (like within the next week or so), I need to initiate a conversation to talk about the terms of this S - so that I know what is going on. She said to approach it from the perspective that I also have a life, so at some point we need to have that conversation so that I can move on with my life as well, whether it be with or without her.
I'm uncomfortable with her suggesting that because I'm on here and it seems to go against this "rule" of no R talk, and being dark.