A second chance if at its slimest possiblities only comes around once in a life time. I truly am forunate in that she went out of the 'norm' and opened up to me in a non hostile manner. I have been given a 'gift' and trust me that I know it must be respected and nutured it is at this time that I must be more than just 'humble' I must be that in its truest and purest form. I chose early on not to be angry with her as I felt SC & Gypsy gave me a 'gift' of transparency of themselves that they didn't have to do but chose to 'pay it forward' and show me W's inner battle. I have no pride at the moment that has been taken away and replaced with humility the only true pride I have is when I stand next to my W and kids this I realize now and hopefully not too late.
Mike, I am far from out of the woods yet this is a long journey we are all on, believe me when I say I take nothing for granted I have done that for too long my friend. To get such wise advice and opinions from people here is truly a godsent and no matter how this turns out that in its on right and the people here on the boards I will cherish for the remainder of my life.
