Onward and upward

[mishka422]

I'm a terrible actress. Always have been. I feel like a total fraud being happy go lucky when everything is destroyed inside me. I'm trying really hard. Really, I am. Mama bear came out to protect her cub faster than the W trying to save her M did.

Honestly, the words I used with him weren't harsh but they weren't uplifting to him either.

I did try to call 3 friends before I called him but no one was answering. I did make sure I calmed down a lot before I called him though. If I didn't I probably would have ripped into him for upsetting his son and everything else he's done and continues to do. Thankfully, I'm learning......S L O W L Y!!