(((nlt))) Hope you are feeling better tonight. I bet your H thinks about you (at least out of guilt). Have you read Bob Steinkamp's "The Prodigal's Perspective"? He mentions there that he thought about his wife alot. Try to stay away from thinking thoughts of things you don't want. Instead, think thoughts of things you want to happen. Because thoughts beocme things, according to the Law of Attraction... I think it actually works!