I'm in a good place w/ this. I'm going to still work on DBing w/ W, but she has an awful lot of work to do on her part before I'd even remotely consider having her under my roof, let alone in my bed. I can't and won't do this again, so if we ever move to even a potential reconciliation stage, she'll have to do things I'm 100% comfortable w/ for a long, long time before I even think about trusting her again.
That is why I'd love to sell the house and move forward. I don't want to have this place here as an option for "us" as that old "us" is dead and gone. If there was to be, it will have to be anew or not at all. Like I said, I'm not going back. Not now, not ever. I just can't. It hurts too much.
